last last thing I want my bff to know before I'm 20:

I’m sorry for always bothering you with all my stuffs.
I’m sorry for always involving you in all of my problems.
I’m sorry for always acting like a little girl, and yeah, you know... I was a little girl.
But thank you.
Thank you for always being sweet, being honest to me.
Thank you for always acting like a best friend, a brother and even a boy friend every time I need you.
Thank you for always being there for me.
And the fact that I want you to know is just
I care about you.
I care about you from the first time I saw you with your crutch, from the first time I helped you out with those damn text books.
And yeah, I still remember all the details.
I care about you up until today.
I care about you when i was with the boys, and when you were with the girl.
And, hell yeah, I’m falling for you these seven and a half years already.
I love you, buddy! And thanks for always loving me back!

=s.